Is love worth fighting for? I mean really fighting for?

I mean what do you do when you aren't ready to give up but the other person may be ready?

Do you try and use your wonder twins powers to make them remember what was once good?

That with the good comes the bad and you have to learn how to handle that as well?

Or do you just suck it up and stop before you gravitate to a thin line between love and hate mode?

Stop calling.

Stop texting.

Stop sexing.



Just stop existing to them?




I feel stuck. Even stupid sometimes.

It's amazing how you can't remember your life before your relationship and after it has ended you can't imagine going on.

Sometimes i want to wake-up and be over this mess. I want to be able to move through the day and not have him a part of my thoughts. And the f**cked up part is that i'm the one that can't let go. He removed himself from this relationship and moved on a while ago. All communications between us are usually because i have either called or texted him. Yes he responds but i believe it's only out of courtesy.


I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm trying to just take it day by day and hopefully i will look up and it's 6,9,12 months down the road and i'm in a much better place. I don't think i have ever been this hurt before. It's obvious who loved who.


Maybe i need a vacation. A real vacation! Maybe the girls can get together and take a trip to the Bahamas or something tropical to get rejuvenated.


I definitely could use some fun because i am so sick of crying.