I have truly had it.
Really.
I got a phone call from ole dude. And he was trippin. He had the nerve to say he was mad at me. He sd i broke up with my girlfriend for you. U know in that cry-baby ass voice that says "i am a real bitch and u know it".
Dummy.
Problem # everything:
I ain't told you to do shit like that or shit at all because "i ain't and never have been INTO YOU." I ain't neva told him "he was the start of rainbows" or any crazy garbage like that. I have always been his friend. And that was it. I probably talked to him about 3 times. A MONTH. He knew i was in a relationship and he knew there was no way on this earth i was going to disrespect myself or my boyfriend by doing some disrespectful shit. That kind of woman has never been me.
And what man would want some cheating ass woman like that?? Shouldn't he be afraid that i would do the same type of shit to him? I guess not huh.
And i hate when people try to tell me how I feel. WTF?? I mean they are called MY FEELINGS for a damn reason. He said " i know u want to be more than friends and have a great relationship with me right?"
Ummm---NO.
I want to go back 6 months ago when i was in a relationship.Trying to be happy. Working out the kinks in the relationship. Fucking my dude. And thinking of what future lay ahead for us.
I would rather be whipped and covered in honey and all the horrible Siafu ants in Africa unleashed on me just so i could die a slow death and not have to date his ass. He is too much of a punk for me. I can literally walk all over his ass and get anything i wanted. But i am not interested in being some bossy ass bitch in a loveless relationship.
That shit is for someone else to do. I need someone who can handle me cuz my ass gets outta control sometimes with my attitude and i need the right one to know what to do when that side comes. I need someone who may be afraid of me b\c he don't know how i'm gon react to shit but he also know how much he gon take from me too.
Maybe this is one reason why i can count on 1 hand how many relationships i have been involved in. I am a strong-minded person and need that same kind of man. Pansy-ass momma's boys need not apply.
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Guess he didn't hear me.
Posted by Tweetybird at 10:51 PM
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4 moments of clarity:
lol @ this post. so you need a man firm enough to deal with your aggressiveness?
...you aint gon' do nothing, kaleesha.
i came to congratulate your cavs for winning a pivotal game today, and here you are calling dudes' momma boys. lol.
I'm not OVERLY aggessive, just alot to handle! and if a man thinks pacifying me is something that would make the relationship last--U NEED NOT APPLY. It is possible for me to be told no. But i won't stand for it if i can help it. :)
Ole dud is just stuck on stupid and parked on dumb! I need time to clear my head and just be ok again. and here he is trying to jump in like a predator who has found the right target. Unfortunate for him, im the kind that fights to the death.
and i like how u say i ain't gon do nothing!! Ha!! Once again another man underestimating the power of a woman! When will yall ever learn......
thanks for the congrats!
what're going to do? do tell...
exactly what im doing...leavin him feenin for me.
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