Turkey Day like no other!!

FLORIDA WAS THE BOMB!!!!

i must say i am proud of myself for driving 13 hours. I almost can't complain.

Key word almost. When i hit Georgia, i swear they were building the state as i was driving through it!! WTF!! The shit was looonngg!! I literally started to cry. But my dear old best friend said " suck it up. pull over and take a nap punk!!" Well, with that kind of encouragement i just drove on til i got to her house and from there the fun began!!!

I tell you these people love me because they kept me so occupied that it really was hard to think about the ex. Didn't talk about him much either to my best friend. We were so busy just having fun and i love her for that. She really came through for me this time around! Yeah friends!!

Let me tell you about turkey day!! First, we had thanksgiving over to our friend's house. I must say those girls can cook!! I ate thangs i ain't never ate before and now i have to get the recipes. Well the men decided to deep fry the turkey?

BIGGEST MISTAKE!!

They were drinking and (supposedly) watching the turkey....BURN I MUST SAY!! LOL

They didn't want us to see that they had burned the turkey so they took it to a friend's house--cut off the burnt stuff-- and brought back a small dish of what was left!! And of course, we picked with them all night!! It was great!!

I must say this turkey day was the 1st i didn't spend with my kids but i still felt so loved and important with the one i spent it with.

Moving to florida is looking better and better everyday.

If i can find a job that is close to what i currently do, moving won't be an issue!!

My kids already keep saying MOVE MOVE MOVE !!!

But if i move am i just running from a painful breakup--or taking a risk on an interesting future??

I dunno.

But i do know that i am 100% scared.

Moving away is a real possibility that i am exploring. I hate winters in Cleveland and i swear it is the driving force behind me wanting to go to a southern state.

And i can continue to heal.

We'll see....